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Dreams are what you wake up from.

14 years of Livejournalling, and hopefully, more to come.


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Crazy
into_the_wild

Written in an hour.

:: Another Anniversary ::


16 December 2002

1:27a - 15 Dec, Bali
Lots happened in the span of 24 hours, and there's much to report. But I'm So close away to 26, and I'm going to cry again.

16 December 2003

8:49p - 16 December : The Road Goes On...
Happy Birthday celtic_cross!!
Happy Birthday Cheryl!!
Everyone grows older, but wiser?

Birthdays always remind me of Mary Hopkin's Meaningful Song: Those Were The Days...

Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours
And dreamed of all the great things we would do

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Then the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If by chance I'd see you in the tavern
We'd smile at one another and we'd say

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Just tonight I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me


Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Through the door there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh my friend we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts the dreams are still the same


Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Yes, those were the days. And perhaps, it's really up to us to create those day for the future, when we look back and say again, "those were the days".

16 December 2004

Every year, at this time, I will look back at the years of this insignificant existence of mine and cry.
Cry to the fact that I have managed to come so far when my journey could have ended.
Cry to the fact that I have never given up on myself when there was almost no way out.
Cry to the fact that there were angels that cared for me and helped shaped me to become what I am today.
Cry to the fact that I am still an insignificant being and be humbled by that.

The persistence of memories makes me appreciate my current state of being.
There should never be anything too painful to repress, for acceptance and acknowledgement will only serve to release one from such pain.
It's bittersweet reminiscing one's past which is only littered with painful flashbacks.
Bitter because they still hurt and make me cry.
Yet sweet for I am now content with whatever little I possess and yet focused enough to push myself beyond whatever limits I've imposed on myself.
And I would not have been what I am if not for them; I would have not been a fighter and a survivor.
Now nobody shall kill me if I do not allow them to.
Nobody.

Maybe it's the sunshine after the rain (and a thunderstorm it was!) but I was blessed to have angels by my side during my darkest hours.
Without them, I am not sure if I would have had the tenacity to carry on.
I was fortunate to have these people, and more, around me to give me the care and concern, and love that I never knew about.
Thank you for the love.

Notwithstanding, I still see myself as an insignificant being. I should be.
And I'm grateful for that.
Even as I've survived so far, the road unfolds and the journey goes on.

May I grow older and
wiser
.





With insight and an attitude like that, you will sure go a long long way.

happy birthday. may this year be filled with rich blessings and even much joy and wisdom.

Happy Birthday , proper now.

Reading your post at 02:22 , passed by ur main gate about 3 hours ago. Dang , I missed the midnite.


Happy Birthday!

And the journey goes on.

Happy Birthday~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :)))

*sings Happy Birthday ala marilyn monroe style*

Happy birthday! I think you've already grown older and wiser :)

happy birthday... may u have many great years ahead. :)

happy birthday, and u are not that old...

we are so proud of you! i'll not forget too:)) 28=28




Happy Birthday! And yeah, those WERE the days ... :)

Happy Birthday.. now I am one day late.. I was never on time.. haha..