September 24th, 2007

Crazy

:: Doing the NECessary ::



:: Doing the NECessary ::

It was twelve years ago; I can still recall.
I strolled, with M, to Bedok Jetty.
We sat, facing the city nightscape.
I noticed on the nimbus, a reflection of lights from the Indoor Stadium.
There was an event going on that night.
It was that night I made the biggest decision in my life.
I decided to give up a potential architectural degree from NUS.
I chose a life in green, instead.
In a world where best decisions can only be as good as how many options one was given
I reckoned I made the best possible.
Past a decade, and then, a little bit more.
I am about to make the next biggest decision in my life.
For the past weeks, I've been vaciliating.
It's been a back-and-forth exchance between choice A.
And choice B.
While dithering as I may be perceived, buddy M remarked that he's just like me.
"It's not that we are undecided, but we consider all options,"
"In fact, many occasions, the decision has been made but we're just seeking affirmation," he added.
I wonder.
Regardless, I have decided.
There're no visionary images like the jetty or the nightscape this time round.
Just a M and a bumpy bus ride.
Good enough for me, mesupposes.
Let the NECessary unravel.


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